Thursday, January 21, 2010

Música Para Mi Alma

The word is all around me,
I taste it on my tongue.
It flows like the great sea,
from souls I hear it sung.

Tell me what you'd have me do,
I'll tend to your beautiful rose.
My mind wanders for you,
I never know to where it goes.

It saturates the world about me,
how it bothers me so.
I having nothing left with to plea,
so why don't you say "Hello?"

I hear it in the wind,
I long to feel it in my wings.
If my heart you would mend,
I'd reclaim my angels and dust and rings.

I'm beaten, broken, and sore,
my spirit has forgotten how to fly.
I've asked you time and time before,
but I'm left high and dry.

I'm tired of contradiction,
the Spirit speaks of truth.
What shall I do with this prediction?
Other than say it's emotion's sleuth.

My soul hears it in this music,
but only in my dream's show.
As I'm drifting off to sleep,
how it charms me so.

I hear the Saints now praying,
please bring mine to His throne.
Help stop me from straying,
I'm tired of saying "If I had only known."

Now you say I need to chase,
before you said he'd meet me here.
Enough push and pull with grace.
And you wonder like I look austere.

I hear it on the ocean;
I feel it in the waves.
I know its all around me,
and see how it saves.

I get a 'word' to give up my ways,
another to see them through.
I can't give this prophecy praise,
when I see both can't be true.

Can't ignore your falsehood,
that gift isn't within.
I know you meant good,
so no need for chagrin.

I hear You whisper to me,
as I strain to hear.
And if You tell me what to do,
to that alone I shall adhere.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Incoherence

I'd like to slip into your thoughts,
like a lucid dream I'd walk around,
looking for what Beauty lies there.
I have glimpsed it in some of you,
and my dives have left curiosity in its wake.

But I cannot stroll around your minds.
It must suffice for you to paint me a portrait.
Of meadows, mermaids, or mercury--
whatever helps me to understand.
But our method must be careful,
I cannot take all of the whispers,
raising to yelps of joy and fear.
It sounds like jibberish, chatter,
great wailing and gnashing of teeth.

I imagine Hell as a place of incoherence.
A room piled with bodies,
some lying some leaping, none really care which,
of those who wished no part of God in life,
and receives such in the one after.
It is full of depravity, vice, sickness,
and most notably--
incoherence.
They know not of their neighbor's existence,
each crying out, shouting, laughing.
Sheer insanity, their words and gestures,
habits from a world nearly forgotten.
Motion without meaning-- like hellish automatons.
Their state of being is incomprehensible,
due to their incoherent behaviors.

So, when we all stand together,
yet each speaks independently,
raising volumes become yells,
cries, and I know not,
if some are weeping or rejoicing,
I think I've fallen into that dark chasm.
Every moment elongated, madness sets in,
as if a wind of blackness has swooped in,
to put out the wisp of my candle's light.
I can't focus on any one person,
I no longer know their intent,
I cannot discern what they are doing,
all I can sense is a growing noise.
Incoherence.

So I flee.
Forsake me not,
nor think me ill-willed toward you,
for I know your ends are well-meant.
But I cannot stand isolation in a full room,
I feel more separated from God then,
then any other time.
I begin to imagine ludicrous things,
either I have been forsaken,
or that we believe in two different gods.
I leave to find Him again,
to silence the movement to chaos.
For I believe God promotes a sense of Harmony,
and that which moves to otherwise,
is thought Beautiful by the incoherent.

And for those that are offended by my departure,
but ask not for my reason,
what am I to do?
When I tell you we can talk about it,
but you walk away,
what shall I do?
For you have forsaken me,
judged me,
and not sought to understand first,
but rather to condemn.
I cannot be "together" in a room of individuals,
for none of their words might edify the church,
since you all speak to God,
but do so alone,
and not with your brothers and sisters.
There is time to be alone,
and time for community,
and we mustn't mix inconsistent qualities,
lest we become,
incoherent.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Soothesayers

To defy, demean your own declared call,
deny foundation in circles you run, to play children's game.
Passionate storm of speakers, the squall of thralls,
Too zealous, jealous, to shout and bout, instigate the flame.

To act, attack, to smile and walk a mile across unknown landscape.
Call it the fire, divine desire, but it still looks like imagination to me.
Poor allusion, delusion conclusion, a soul with malformed shape.
Obscure word, definition absurd, equivocation won't let me be.

Post hoc ergo propter hoc, flock seeks exception to be its rock.
Lies and falsehoods painted in hope, nightshade and smokescreen.
Creatures of habit, seeking the Abbot,
but to their lives' ends they make Him their means.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Another Love Dialogue [scattered addenda]

Acario: Eros, eros, eros, how you annoy me so.

Alyssa: You've gone over this a hundred times, but still a hundred more is required until it sinks into your thick skull.

Acario: So be it. Where shall we begin?

Alyssa: With a definition of course. Eros is that love which desires something that the individual is lacking.

Acario: Fine and dandy. So let's spell it out and all its implications.

Alyssa: If you obtained what it is you lacked the eros would cease to be.

Acario: So if I like a woman and I get her then I cease to like her?

Alyssa: That depends on what it is you like about the woman.

Acario: Well I tend to be attracted to a beautiful face first. That gives the inspiration to look into the soul for something better.

Alyssa: If looking at a beautiful face is only useful insofar as it motivates you to look to the soul, then what is it you really are looking for?

Acario: Beauty of the soul.

Alyssa: And what of this Beauty? What is it?

Acario: It is Divine. The particular participates in it, but is not it.

Alyssa: And if something participates in a thing but is not that thing, then what is it that you truly desire?

Acario: Whatever that thing is which the particular participates in. The Divine. God.

Alyssa: And what of the common view of Beauty? Is it true it is in the eye of the beholder? What if I was to say that person is beautiful and you said they are not -- what would we conclude?

Acario: Well, let's start off by assuming it is in the eye of the beholder.

Alyssa: Good, good...

Acario: Now I suppose people can mean this in two different ways, both being a form of relativism. The first is that the person is beautiful because you say she is. But she's also not beautiful because I say so. This would obviously be a contradiction, so we musn't say that reality is dictated by our perceptions since it is contradictory to the object we both perceive to suggest such a hypothesis. The second is that the person is beautiful to you according to your perception within your own mind, and in mine she is not. Something seems wrong with this too.

Alyssa: And what do we do with this second option then? Seemingly wrong isn't enough to disregard it as a logical possibility.

Acario: Well as an implication it would seem that we couldn't talk about a particular being beautiful.

Alyssa: And why do you say this? Can the particular not be beautiful to me and not to you in our respective minds?

Acario: From a common sense perspective I think most would want to say yes. Yet, wait...let's assume that is the case. We clearly have two different definitions of beautiful and fall victim to equivocation when talking. The problem is that we think we're understanding one another when we say beautiful but we're clearly not. So it would seem to say beauty is in the eye of the beholder in this second sense becomes a nonsense comment because we both understand it differently.

Alyssa: Not bad, but you still seem to have missed something.

Acario: Oh?

Alyssa: So what if there is equivocation. Say I decide that my definitions build my world, including you and your opinions of Beauty.

Acario: Well then I would be determining the person as being both beautiful and not beautiful once again. The only way to get out of this contradiction is to change the place, that is the beauty is not in the particular but in the observers' minds. So it cannot be that you determined such things through some sort of solipsist turn because then you have assigned beautiful by what you perceive of as yourself and not beautiful as what you perceive to be me (as a solipsist) to the particular, both falling inside the same thing within the same time.

Alyssa: What if I think this world is an illusion created by my perception and you have your own version?

Acario: We're finding very silly ways to say the same things now aren't we?

Alyssa: Not quite. In the first problem we posed the problem of solipsism on such truth claims about a particular, now we pose the problem of the relativist.

Acario: Ahh, I suppose I shouldn't have labeled both as relativist ways of looking at it then. Well, fair enough. Given this hypothesis then when you look at the person and say "beautiful" I'm simply going to say "what person?"

Alyssa: And why is this?

Acario: Because we live in different worlds. If our worlds are built up by perceptions alone then we cannot perceive the same object, for that would suppose some thing exists independent of our perceptions which is constant and which our perceptions do not form but merely observe.

Alyssa: Not bad. Warming up are we? Shaking off some of the rust?

Acario: Trying to, it's very difficult.

Alyssa: No matter, it's not bad for now. Now, shall we reroute back to the main topic?

Acario: Yes please.

Alyssa: So you say you see this Beauty in a person and you want it.

Acario: Painfully so.

Alyssa: And it is Divine, something of Theos?

Acario: Yes.

Alyssa: And how do you claim to know such things?

Acario: A desire is always of something and not nothing. It necessitates an object by its very definition., for it is "something" that we lack. And through interaction with the person I first see Beauty in body. It is but a mere shadow though. It motivates me to want to see the soul of the person.

Alyssa: And how do you think you see Beauty in a particular's soul?

Acario: I don't know. There's something indescribable there.

Alyssa: Come come now. I thought we were here to philosophize, not give excuses when ignorance finds us.

Acario: I see something in the eyes, in the actions, the words, behavior -- I watch and listen in ways that I never tell the person. I analyze them but I'm not sure what it is.

Alyssa: Is the self one or many?

Acario: Both.

Alyssa: Explain.

Acario: We can both desire and not desire a thing simultaneously. This would be a contradiction given it occurred in the same thing at the same time. Yet it occurs.

Alyssa: And what solution do you propose for this problem?

Acario: Separation of parts: intellect, emotion, appetites, and the will.

Alyssa: Good. And what do we do with these parts?

Acario: We must find a way to order them.

Alyssa: And what does proper ordering approach?

Acario: The Divine.

Alyssa: And why not something else?

Acario: All things are insofar as they are of Him. All their being is gotten from Him. There is nothing else to approach. Harmony is God-like, any action towards something otherwise is chaotic, which seeks to destroy order and eventually structure. If a thing were capable of approaching this something else it would find there is nothing to approach and if it achieved goals of improper ordering and even destruction of structure, it would cease to be. If some other standard exists which was greater than this thing would be God, and if I supposed that I or something else was a better standard than I'm simply supposing that something greater can come from something lesser.

Alyssa: And what of the theory of natural selection and evolution? Does it not provide ample evidence for simple units creating complexity?

Acario: The biologists' definition of complexity simply means that basic units have combined with others in an order so as to produce new units. It is complex insofar as it has formed a new connection, e.g. amino acids becoming proteins, and thus is substantially greater but to say that it provides ample evidence for the formation of the word is ludicrous. It provides an alternate to the teleological argument for God's existence but this is by far the weakest argument the theologists has in his arsenal. It still is ineffective to describe first causes and principles, i.e. why basic units form together to begin with (why does there exist a nature that seeks to do so) and if they are contingent why they exist at all.

Alyssa: Substantially greater creations, how that sings to my soul. God's creation continually coming into being, ever closer to completion. But what of the human being and evolution?

Acario: Well, even the educated biologist will say that it is not greater in a true sense, merely more advantageous given the creatures circumstances.

Alyssa: So we are trying to approach God. Evolution clearly doesn't answer the question on how to go about this, though it does provide answers about God's creation in substance. What of form though?

Acario: These are the conceptual parts we saw must exist, to assume otherwise led to contradiction.

Alyssa: So, I'll ask again. What is it that you desire when you have eros for a woman?

Acario: God.

Alyssa: Good. Now, how should you act when in this sort of love?

Acario: I should cultivate the individual towards this Beauty.

Alyssa: Why do you speak as if you have a moral obligation?

Acario: Because I do. Christ's second commandment.

Alyssa: This commandment speaks of agape, not eros.

Acario: Oh. What is the difference?

Alyssa: Agape is selfless, unconditional, divine love.

Acario: So is it agape I really desire?

Alyssa: You tell me.

Acario: I think so. It is said God is Agape. If it's God I desire then it must also be Agape I desire.

Alyssa: Yes it must be, but do you fathom what it is you're suggesting?

Acario: I don't think I understand it though I say it.

Alyssa: Do you want something out of a person you have eros for?

Acario: Of course, you want the person to be your own and that they want you as their own.

Alyssa: Right. But as it is eros you shall never be satisfied in whole. You will continually love the other and they you until you might have what it is you both have truly sought, the Lord.

Acario: I don't see where this is going.

Alyssa: Hush now and listen then. It is not truly selfless love since you both want something for each other. Even though you both want the best for the other, your own desire also remains. This doesn't mean it is a bad thing, merely that you haven't reached a higher level yet, that of agape, which is selfless.

Acario: And how do I come to obtain agape?

Alyssa: Before you can understand this you must first understand proper eros.

Acario: Then teach me.

Alyssa: So I shall then, though I must profess I know little, and even that is uncertain at best.

Acario: I care not for your prefaces, just tell me what it is you think and I will wrestle with it.

Alyssa: So be it. You acknowledged that proper ordering is a Good. As a Christian it is your duty, and hopefully desire, to help others. While you might suffice with the attention of a lover you must prioritize your goals. The cultivation of the Beauty within the person must be first and foremost. Whether or not both are lovers or merely one is and the other only a beloved Good work may still be done and is commanded of you. Not that you would need such motivation such as a commandment when you are in love with this person.

Acario: Truthfully you speak.

Alyssa: The end of such cultivation would be that the person would become pregnant with Beautiful ideas. The self, consisting of all its parts, will be ordered in such a way so as that the person should be closer to God. As such they will be closer to the Good, they will become closer to Beauty, they will seek Truth, and they will become Lovers themselves. They will give birth to these ideas and begin to seek the Lord more than ever. You will glimpse God's work in the person, and they will become more Beautiful every day.

Acario: And yet we might still be left broken hearted.

Alyssa: Quite true. Yet it is only a symptom of eros having not reached some end.

Acario: What end? Eros of the Lord shall never end, for he is the unqualified infinite. I shall always desire him and never be fully satisfied. I shall sit by the throne forever yearning for more.

Alyssa: You sound disturbed by this. Do you not enjoy spending time with a lover?

Acario: Well, yes.

Alyssa: And you continue to want to be by them when truly in love?

Acario: Yes.

Alyssa: Then should it not be that to the nth degree? Eros in eternity is a state of bliss, not painful yearning.

Acario: Well then to what end should eros reach for?

Alyssa: The eros itself cannot reach agape. As you stated you might remain brokenhearted even after pouring out all of your being into another to cultivate Beauty within them. But this is not agape, for the pain is from one's selfish desire for the other to be their own.

Acario: It is the Beauty in them you want though. I thought we said this is the Lord.

Alyssa: Yes, they exceptionally participate in Beauty but the person is the Lord's, not yours. This doesn't mean your desire isn't noble, it simply means that you gave to another and remained thinking about your outcome for it. It isn't ignoble, but it isn't a perfect love either.

Acario: This is purely empirical, but it seems selfless love comes for but fleeting moments. Eventually we do something for ourselves. And by this I don't mean something like eating so we can stay alive, for this is out of necessity, rather I mean we do some contingent action for our desire and no other reason. How does one make agape a part of their being?

Alyssa: It is said God is Agape. We are commanded to agapao God and to agapao our fellow man, yet we seem stuck with eros and other forms of love like philia and stergo. Your eros is for agape, as you stated earlier. You want the Lord and you want to treat others with love and build them up for their own sake, yet you find yourself only capable of doing it at moments. This agape was fulfilled by Jesus Christ in his life, and we are called to be like Him. Perhaps at the end of sanctification we might achieve agape. But this is merely a way of shifting the question to "Then how do I reach the end of sanctification?"

Acario: My thought exactly.

Alyssa: It is a gift, dear boy. The Lord must bless you with agape. You cannot get to agape with agape, it's an infinite regress. You are trying to reach the Lord, which is Agape. If you already had it then you wouldn't need to be reaching for the Lord. Yet here you are crying out for it, thus you mustn't have it.

Acario: This doesn't quite seem solid though. It seems more like a posit and not a carefully worked out hypothesis made by working through contradictory ideas.

Alyssa: You seem to have missed the turn then.

Acario: Ok, can we run back through what just happened then please?

Alyssa: Por supuesto. You say you cultivate Beauty in another because it is of the Lord and because it is a Good thing to do.

Acario: Yes.

Alyssa: And that this is done because of eros' motivation, which is to obtain something you lack.

Acario: Yes.

Alyssa: So you lack the Lord.

Acario: Of course.

Alyssa: And the Lord is Agape?

Acario: Yes--ahhhh...Gotcha'.

Alyssa: So you see, you lack Agape. It is a divine love which we all yearn for. From an empirical standpoint it seems impossible to obtain since we constantly fail. But the stronger point is that if you yearn for it then you do not have it, and yearning for a thing does not make you obtain it, action must be had. Furthermore, the only way to obtain it is through the Lord since He is it. Thus, it must be a gift He gives to us and not something we can obtain on our own. The point of uncertainty here is whether or not God sees your eros and it somehow determines whether or not He decides to grace you with Agape.

Acario: How can I yearn a thing for myself which makes me yearn for the Lord and for others though? It seems like wanting to not want, a contradictory?

Alyssa: Well there's a clear distinction in temporality. The wanting is now but the having would be later. Now as an informal contradiction upon receiving said gift the desire for it would leave since you have what it is you yearned for. However, God is many things since he is the infinite, this doesn't say eros leaves altogether, as you said earlier, "[you] shall sit by the throne forever yearning for more." As we said, eros doesn't yearn for a thing once it receives it. Agape is a type of love that a human can experience, though absolute knowledge of God is not. Eros takes a step back and allows Agape to lead in one way, yet retains in another way, since each of the loves operates differently even though towards the same persons.

Acario: And what of the meantime? How does one cope with unrequited love?

Alyssa: You must be calm, be patient, in the moments it is hardest pray that you might have a moment of agape. As it is said, agape is kind, patient, it isn't jealous, and so on. Remember you are trying to build a balance which God will see and love, and choose to use as a conduit for his work. One way is to cultivate Beauty in another.

Acario: I know, but I had forgotten. As you said though the person will become more Beautiful every day. It will only seem to get worse.

Alyssa: Only if you stay in the mentality of your own desires. It will have to suffice to see the Lord has worked marvels in their life. As for your own desire for the person, there is nothing you can do about it, and it doesn't matter.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Imagine that

I am a man of imagination. A mere epiphany of Blake, whom for the morn', will serve well as a mouthpiece. I shall have my own beliefs and habits -- or so I believe. He will no doubt greatly approve of some, hate others, or have mixed thoughts on some depending on the "sense" in which I speak. No matter, this is my time and my word.

There is a cool mist about the lake's surface this morning. Perhaps a cup 'o tea would warm my gut. It's a rather lovely scene except for the dead willows and the wretched birds that cry "it's morning!" every moment. If I had a rock I gamble I could find the source of that outcry. Oh dearest me, I do believe I have spilt some tea on meself. [wipe wipe] There we are, all clean.

The Lady Dawn has cleaned her eyes and is going about her morning duties. Wiping off the world of its darkness, maliciousness, its ugliness. The dew is Monsieur Night having tried to cover its work for protection. Alas, the poor thing always fails, for Lady Dawn takes about even making it seem beautiful. Wretched girl. She is nothing but the ignorance that accompanies innocence and as a result her work is mere folly. She never can catch both sides of the objects she wiped. Instead she goes about haphazardly wiping off things, missing spots, leaving a little coal on every object that Monsieur Night had spread on the night before. And thus we say one side of the tree is "shadowed."

I think a scone would do my mind some good, perhaps clear out all this ugly truth I see outside. There is a jar on my table which contains some plant of the orient -- I do recall the salesman saying it was "bam-boo." Its leaves are rather gallant. However they do take to dipping into the candle vases nearby. One is crimson as blood and the other white as snow. They take to playing in either, as if nature can afford such luxuries. I am not well pleased with its attitude. It irks me to see life other than man playing with the furies. Such is the war between man and the world. It shall submit itself to our will. Until then I salivate at the prospect of competition.

But does not every man live for the thrill of competition? Do we not see this in the betrothed? The individuals care not for one another so much as they care they they have captured something for their own. One can see this in even the youngest of our species. Little girls playing several men at once, the men in turn become jealous, compete against one another for the girl, then when they get her they realize they fell into a trap. It's all very amusing. Personally I love to play along for a while and then drop the whole charade and walk off as if nothing had ever occurred. It amuses me to watch such instances but I honestly cannot fathom how a man falls into such a trap. Clearly he aims towards some irrational idea of "love" which is nothing more than one's desire for the other and to have it exclusively. But when the other does not return it, what might possibly drive a man to even further levels of madness as to continue his competition with another man? Move on sir. Even assuming love is worthwhile this particular will not qualify as capable of such an action.

Well breakfast was particularly scrumptious this morning. The lake water is no longer still due to Lady Dawn having stirred it up. I wonder where it's going in such a hurry. No matter, soon Monsieur Night will stop its futility. All will be still. Inactivity is the best of states. It doesn't bother to change since it accepts its nature. And a things nature is best.

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Well, he turned out to be a brute in scholarly clothes. Oh well, he was amusing while he lived. Alas! Tis no more.

Induction II

And of course I've forgotten my Kant. For how are we to say "One cannot know causality because of..." when the line itself presupposes causality is known? Naturally we cannot. But I find it still more interesting that my mentor says "Hume is a reductio [ad absurdum] of Locke, if we are to take Locke seriously." Apparently his colleagues think him mad for believing so, but it is an interesting point.

Anywho, it would seem I need a refresher course on what I have learned so that I might flesh out a better epistemology. I see now the problem arises because I never took an epistemology class. Although one cannot avoid the topic in other fields since epistemology needs to be prior to any study, since study is always of a thing and we must first "know" what we can "know" about this thing. Oops, it would seem I just slipped into some sort of metaphysical epistemology. Or is all epistemology metaphysical? I suppose these are some of the questions I need cleared up. Alas/Bleh. Hopefully my friend will send those epistemology papers sooner than later.

I need to clear up what it is that can be known from an empirical standpoint and what cannot. I mustn't slip back into Hume's argument against causality which presupposes causality. Perhaps a good reading of the divided line metaphor would help too. I'm not sure if I quite understood what it was I was reading at the time. And of course my books are either in Athens or I lent them out. Argggh.

Blake

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Matthew 22:37 -- Love: Heart, Soul, & Mind

Introduction: I wrote this after I finished writing. It began as a spiel on what people meant when they say "heart." I quickly discovered it could be either feelings or thoughts, which is a disjunct, meaning one or the other and due to a passage I decided to use as an example, it quickly became a theological bout on the meaning of the passage. The work doesn't ultimately end with what we mean by heart since definitions are merely beginnings, but it does say something as to the nature of Love.

Sigh, I said I wouldn't write philosophy anymore, but only speak it. Nostalgia here I come...

What is this word, "heart?" I ask for two reasons:

One
(1) I hear it spoken so often at Wesley.
(2) When spoke it often refers to emotionalism.
(3) I don't prescribe to emotionalism.
(4) Thus, I don't prescribe to such a definition.
(5) My understanding is only right insofar as it is consistent with Scripture.
(5) If the Bible is defining heart as such, then I must come to understand what the true definition is.

Two
(1) Heart is used in Christ's first commandment.
(2) I ought to fulfill commandments.
(3) To fulfill a commandment I must understand what it is saying.
(4) Thus, I must understand heart before I can fulfill my commandment.

Now, the first to be clear on, is that some sort of epistemology is needed in order for the ethical life to occur. We say that ethical decisions are in accordance with the Good and unethical ones are do to decisions that actively create a lack of Good. I do not propose that certainty will ever be within our grasp, but I do suppose that some definitions and/or propositions must be grasped to some degree, even if not be to the highest. There is a difference in ignorance where one wills a perpetual lack of knowledge and ignorance where one simply hasn't had the opportunity to see and understand their ignorance, and thus have potential to correct it. In the case of the former, the person might not know the right from the wrong, but it is because of their own will that they do so. And willfully avoiding right action is by prior definition, wrong, for it creates a lack of Good in one's life, which is attributable to one's own decision.

All of this has been stated a thousand other times by men a thousand times wiser than myself. Simply put, ethical behavior requires intentional will. Willful ignorance is no excuse for any action, for it puts the causation on yourself. On the other hand, ignorance with no potential to change is excusable as what we call innocence.

As always I'm still struggling with "lack of action" as being a cause. What to do with such things? But I suppose in this case it is a lack of action in a physical sense, although ultimately the will is deciding to actively disengage from a situation, which is something -- for it is a thought, is a deed, and requires the mind to shut itself down and the body to leave circumstances which could alter the decision making process. In this sense, they are things, so I suppose I can say willful ignorance is blameworthy.

All this serves to say is that willful ignorance is not an excuse for evil deeds, but I still have yet to get to the point -- can we be ethical and ignorant? If it be the case that we are willfully ignorant, then no, for we have decided on a thought and mode of acting which actively goes away Good behavior. If it be ignorance not of one's will, then no, for by the same token neither can we say that their behavior is attributable to them. For their telos in their behavior was not toward the end that one proposes came, being a good act. What occurs instead is an illusion. We believe we see a good act, such as the man who saves the drowning girl because he saw news crews were near and new he would become famous. He didn't save her because it was good, but rather because of the fame.

I suppose means and ends have worked their way into this conversation. Lawd, I feel like I'm going through sophomore college year all over again. I'm rusty in the brain, though my mouth seems to have too much oil on it. If I found a balance I must not be so stupid. The problem occurring here is that the deed, being good in nature, was a means to the man's end, fame. The concept of Good is that it is something ultimate, that is, there is no reason to do it other than that it is itself. And means are always done for their ends, and never vice versa. This is because we believe the end to be better than the means, such as exercising and health. If someone had to pick between the means and the end they will always pick the end. E.G. pick between exercising and health, working and financial security, thinking about what's right or wisdom. We will undoubtedly say the end is the reason we ever engage in the means. Insofar as someone engages in ethical behavior it requires that they do it for its own sake, for to do otherwise would be to subdue the good to something else. As a corollary, whatever this thing is that the person places in value as higher than the good, is what the person believes to be the Good. Ipso facto much evil is caused by poor and/or wrong definitions. In order to do good, our intent must be to the end of the Good. In order for this to occur, I must have an an idea of the Good. I might not know it's nature, though I might know its effects and why it is worthy to do. Such as the case with not being able to look directly into the sun, though we see the beams, or we might not understand chemical combustion, though we can take a car apart and put it back together blindfolded. There is a grasping of the idea, though full explanation escapes us.

Quod erat demontrandum, epistemology is needed for ethical behavior. Now, let's get onto this whole Christ command jibberish. :)


Matthew 22:37

  • Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
  • ο δε ιησους ειπεν αυτω αγαπησεις κυριον τον θεον σου εν ολη τη καρδια σου και εν ολη τη ψυχη σου και εν ολη τη διανοια σου
Firstly, I've color coded the words so as to show which word means which from English to Greek. Secondly, I'm no Greek scholar, but I'm going to make an appeal to authority, but rightly so, insofar as I can trust men more intelligent than myself, and can make the justifiable assumption that thousands of years of scholarly work would weed out those who make clear errors within the limits of our knowledge of the language. As a note, I say justifiable because I have reasons to believe such men are trustworthy, not because I have a deductive argument to prove it -- for it wouldn't be an assumption then.

I should note that this passage perturbs me. According to what I have already worked out in my mind, it seems to be overly repetitive, to the point of pointlessness. Allow me to explain...

We're supposed to love God with all of our heart, soul, and mind. My theological understanding of heart is that the Hebrew word for it, implying Old Testament, has a two-fold meaning of both intellect and emotion. By soul I hear the Greek "psyche" from philosophy which is the thing which creates motion in ourselves, which just so happens to be the intellect and emotion. And then lastly we have mind, which I take to be intellect. This all of course is a first approach, immediate reaction to the text.

Then of course we have others who read heart as emotion, soul as something eternal, and mind as the intellect. I'm not sure how accurate this is, or mine, since both seem to imply problems of some sort or another for a consistent theology. So what do I do? I look it up in Greek and get some definitions.

Step 1: Get DEFINITIONS -- if you cannot define a thing in any way or sort, then you cannot possibly know what you are talking about. If you insist on talking, the listener will hear words but their mind will only translate it as "blah blah blippity blah." Any attempt to rationalize their statement given their lack of definitions is a post hoc justification on your part to try to understand that which is a series of incoherent propositions. You'll only succeed in understanding what you already think is the case, and most likely agree with the person verbally, though in truth you have nothing on which to agree, since you have something coherent and they have something incoherent in mind.

In essence I'm really speaking to those who say, "You cannot understand God" and don't make a distinction between direct and indirect attributes, or inner and outer nature, or equivalence of persons in the Trinity versus ordering of the Trinity in some sense. Surely we know some things, e.g. God is Love (agape), God is Good, Father begot the Son, Father is greater than the Son. It might be we don't fully understand such things, but we have a loose understanding of them. Parables is a big part of Christ's teachings, which I think is acknowledgment of such concepts. Surely we cannot know God in His fullness, but we know of Him. Thus, to say "We cannot know God and that is what is so cool/beautiful/mysterious" is a nonsense statement. For to say we cannot know X but X is so beautiful, the most logical thing one can do after such a statement is say, "What's X?" Followed shortly by "I don't know X but it's beautiful," to which the original responds, "What's X?" So goes such fallacious thinking ad infinitum.
Then let us posit that if we are to say anything about God, it is of Him, but not directly of Him.

καρδια or Heart or kardia (kar-dee'-ah): the heart, i.e. (figuratively) the thoughts or feelings (mind); also (by analogy) the middle -- (+ broken-)heart(-ed).

ψυχη or Soul or psuche (psoo-khay'):
breath, i.e. (by implication) spirit, abstractly or concretely -- heart (+ -ily), life, mind, soul, + us, + you.

διανοια or Mind or dianoia (dee-an'-oy-ah): deep thought, properly, the faculty (mind or its disposition), by implication, its exercise -- imagination, mind, understanding.


So, I've made an assumption that the Greek is correct, passed down from men more knowledgeable in the field than myself. I believe it to be justified by this, and in tandem with the fact that God is speaking to a people through their own language, so if we understand the people and their culture, then we understand what God meant, for His Son was sent to speak to the people. This implies they would understand what he means, which means there exists a necessity for communication and a common language. If God spoke in words we didn't understand, that is, if you're willing to make the claim that what God meant through these words and how the people then understood were two different things, then interpretation and history fall apart, it makes no sense to say the Apostles understood anything since not even they would fall under the category of those who understand God's language, as well as this would challenge Scripture's history and why some texts were canonized and others were not. Of course one's understanding of God comes from reason, experience, as well as Scripture, and a consistency is needed in all three, as well as Scripture being revelation requires that the subject of the other two conform to it rather than vice versa. By God, the Scripture is the way we come to better understand God since the other two are not sufficient. I say this because logic is a form and needs propositions by which to work, it's much like having a hammer and no boards or nails to create something, and whereas emotion is nothing more than a concomitant to reason's product(s). What we see then is that in order to challenge language of Scripture requires one already having a sufficient concept of God, which comes from Scripture, and thus in order for one to challenge such language is to use their foundation to destroy it, which is a great postmodern problem if you're into pulling yourself up by your bootstraps. Now that the assumption is wrapped up, I've also given three definitions and the proposition which Christ spake unto us. Let's proceed.

In order to deal with my first problem, of it being repetitious, let's throw out some ideas -- shall we? First, let's take the saying and substitute all the possible meanings given the definitions we have found.

Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy [ thoughts or feelings ], and with all thy [ spirit or heart or life or mind ], and with all thy mind.

Then we'll substitute thoughts for mind wherever it appears; I believe the reasoning behind this move to be self-evident. Could be wrong :) We'll also substitute thoughts or feelings for heart since it showed up in the definition of soul.

*Note* I already cut out soul as being "concrete heart" for I hope, obvious reasons. If it's not obvious...stop reading...hahaha, more seriously if not then it's because one's concrete heart is an organ which pumps blood and is not a conceptual part to our being which can be part of love.)

Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy [ thoughts or feelings ], and with all thy [ spirit or (thoughts or feelings) or life or thoughts ], and with all thy [ thoughts ].

Now, before we begin to look at this, I should probably give a better explanation why repetition is something to be avoided while interpreting. Clearly Christ repeated himself; he did so to the people, he did so to his own Apostles, he did so to the world. But within a single proposition? Why? Why the need, or even desire, to say the same thing over and over with the conjunction "and?" It makes no sense to say:
  • Eat that burrito with your mouth and your mouth and your teeth.
  • Indiana! Save that woman with your whip and your whip and the handle to your whip.
  • Beat that redheaded stepchild within an inch of his life with your fist and your fist and don't forget to use your knuckles too.
Now some might point to it as an oratorical method, some rhetorical technique...wait. That's actually a contradiction in terms since rhetoric is but a knack. Even modern which claims the logos but doesn't practice it isn't a techne. Moving on :) some rhetorical knack by which Christ was using to drive his point home. Speaking in parables will help someone of lesser understanding to grasp difficult concepts, but repeating the same thing does nothing for those of little understanding, and for those that do understand, repetition does nothing to add to the intellect, and thus nothing to the emotion since it is but a result of the intellect. Proper intellect I do mean, which is another discussion in-and-of-itself. But it ought to suffice to say, emotion without or prior to intellect is nonsense, for one wouldn't have the proper intent, which is an exercise of the intellect. The reason a parable is being used is because the listener is incapable of fully grasping the subject -- to what possible end could repetition help here? If they don't understand the subject in its fullest nature, then saying it repetitively will not rescue the intellect. Likewise, if the person is listening to a parable, and one given why He whom is said to have divine knowledge, then the point is already made clear by simplification a la the parable mode. Repetition becomes a vacuous exercise in either case.

So, the question is, would Christ say something which helps neither those of lesser or greater understanding? We might say sure in cases where Christ has already spoken and is showing the product of such things, which we might call love, but such counter-arguments I do not apply to commands. This goes back to the first part, for if the intellect must be prior to emotion, and to follow a command requires intent, which is of the intellect, then the command must be presented in a way which the intellect might grasp. God's knowledge is aware of our finite nature as well as His own telos in sending His Son, thus the Son will communicate in a coherent way which has the telos of adding to our understanding what it is we ought to do. So, for those who say this is a rhetorical knack Christ is using, I say, "Tis absurd sir," for a command's telos is to add to the intellect and such knacks as repitition do not add to the grasping of our commands by the intellect for those of greater or lesser understanding. It is in effect, useless to the intellect, and this is chiefly why we label those who use such knacks as demagogues, not as a label of reverence, but as a warning for all who would hear such a brute speak.

Corollary Tangent
Such knacks were devised to prey upon those who make emotion prior to the intellect, and such men who use them are monsters who prey upon the weak and lost. They themselves have used their intellect first before emotion (for those who don't buy into their own vain repetition), but they are not guided by the Spirit, but rather a self-instantiated telos for their own life which sets about to manipulate others as means to its logically absurd end. I say it is absurd because the artist gives the urn its telos, not the urn giving itself one. The same applies here, the Creator gives the created its telos, not otherwise, for this says the the temporally bound thing existed before it had temporal existence and determined its own final cause, which is contradictory. Final cause is part of a full account of causation and thus necessarily exists within a thing at least at the moment it achieves actuality, though this is still another conversation in and of itself. If one does accept this though, then silliness I say for those who posit otherwise (see Existentialism for a chuckle).

Back to the passage where words' definitions were put into place:

Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy [ thoughts or feelings ], and with all thy [ spirit or (thoughts or feelings) or life or thoughts ], and with all thy [ thoughts ].

I could set about listing every possible permutation (I think this is the correct term and not combination?) but that might take a while. Instead lets eliminate some possibilities quickly then list out what's left.

Now, if the last term, διανοια or Mind or dianoia, is thoughts, and the first is either thoughts or feelings, and Christ would not use vain repetitions in commands [ for this would posit a problem if it were the case and we were to pray and reflect upon this with God (Matthew 6:7). But alas, I've said enough on the matter. ] then we can say that the first term (καρδια or Heart or kardia) means feelings here. I cannot of course say it always means feelings since it is a disjunct, and I cannot generalize from the particular. From here we have thoughts and feelings covered, meaning the middle term, ψυχη or Soul or psuche, cannot be either, leaving us with either spirit or life.

From here there's no telling. It's either spirit or life. Of course we might say "IT'S BOTH IT'S BOTH! IT WORKS SO WELL OUR SPIRIT IS OUR LIFE AND VICE VERSA," which sounds really pretty and makes ya' feel all warm and special, but that's not what we're left with. Whereas heart was defined as "thoughts or feelings" in a disjunct, the definition of Soul was a list consisting of commas with no sort of conjunction by which to eliminate possibilities. Perhaps it's both, perhaps it's one or the other. As always I'm not going to say or "perhaps something else" because of prior reason 1 -- my assumption is to trust scholars across history -- and reason 2 -- this would be an appeal to ignorance if one were to conclude it's something else at worst and a non-falsifiable hypothesis at best. Either way it's a horrible idea.

What is nice to know, is that the passage can thus be read as:

Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy (feelings), and with all thy (spirit or life), and with all thy (thoughts).

On second thought...I don't think one could say life or both, for life consists of one's actions, decisions, relationships, etc. which all imply a self which is doing so. The thoughts and feelings are two of the fundamental parts which make up one's life, and thus this would be repetitious in a way, like saying "Let's play the game of baseball with bats and the game of baseball and balls." Not to mention Love is a part of life, conceptually so, even if we put to it as some ultimate goal of life, nope nope NOPE. I was contradicting myself there, a thing cannot be a part of something and the purpose of doing that thing, that creates separation. I only say running is part of health insofar as it causes health, but the running itself is only related to health, it isn't health-itself. Likewise if I were to say love is part of life an the telos of life I would be proposing it was both of and out of life. Ridiculous, what am I talking about? I don't say that the urn's "holding water" is outside of the urn, for the final cause is a part of the thing. I seem to be confusing means-to-ends with telos. Hmm, how to deal with this...

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it seems the efficient cause mixes the material and formal causes so that the thing upon achieving actuality may reach this potential, which is already inside the thing, e.g. tree is already in the acorn in potentiality.
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Hmm
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Ok, so it doesn't seem to make any sense to say because the thing is a telos to conclude it it outside the thing, quite the contrary actually. What was I talking about again?
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Life or spirit or (life and spirit) in relation to? Gah, I don't want to scroll up; I need to work on my memory. ... .... ... ... ... ... I give up, scrolling...oh yeah, loving.

Alright, back to something a little more orderly in format. So even if we posit love (of God first and other second in accordance with the two new commands) as the telos of life it still doesn't seem to help us. It would be like sayiny:

Dear Urn,
Please hold water with all your (clay) and (circularity) and (both as far as their purpose is to hold water.)
Sincerely,
The Artisan

...goes right back to repetition. Hmm, maybe this has helped. I suppose now I know we cannot say it is both life and spirit, but we're still stuck with either life or spirit.

Dear Santa,
All I want for Christmas is wisdom. I promise not to abuse it too much.
Love,
Blake

Hahahaha, oh jeeze it's getting late. Here I am...talking to myself again. Writing seems to drive me mad in some ways and brings clarity in others.

I got it! That last conclusion was a step too far. The logical conclusion is that "life" cannot be the answer since it implies both already mentioned, and by extension, both cannot be the answer since one is falsified. Spirit it is. Wait, why was that so hard? Couldn't I just have said, thoughts and feelings are part of life so that would be repetitious? The long road it is...

The final interpretation is as follows:
Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy (feelings), and with all thy (spirit), and with all thy (thoughts).

Haha, scrolling back up to copy this somehow ended up with me cutting and pasting the Artisan down here without knowing, all within about a two second span. I suppose some would say that's God giving His "mark of approval" to the interpretation, yet I can give an account of how it occurred, I was already poised to hit the code for cut and paste and hit it too soon. I think. Oh well, that's probably something better to file away and keep for testing rather than to spill out.

Another question has arisen to my mind though, how do I know spirit does not refer to feelings or thoughts or some combination to both? Well naturally I could roll through Scripture and look for differences in them, or make the appeal to what I've already been taught, that the spirit is more central than the soul which refers to feelings, thoughts, and will. I could look up the Greek for spirit that would be unnecessary since spirit is the English interpretation given as a definition for the word, which could have been otherwise. I will assume they were consistent and would have used thoughts or feelings if that were the case, and distinguished the two for a good reason, that being one of their judgment on language usage. Given the definition we know that it could not be that spirit refers to thoughts since this was suggested and seen as absurd. One might try the "it's emotion" but again this would be a non-falsifiable hypothesis at best or an appeal to ignorance at worst. The burden of proof would be on someone else to show me why this is not the case at worst since I think my case is solid, and at best you have a more accurate definition that I am ignorant of and that you might be...morally obligated to tell me of. :D Ultimately through elimination of vain repetition this passage can still work with my understanding of our state of becoming, since I believe the spirit gives guidance to the intellect, and the intellect to the emotions. It might be very well that I already presupposed this in saying that God would say that which adds to understanding, implying a move from His spirit to ours, which then speaks to our intellect, but I believe my reasons for doing so are sound and valid.

I probably should have begun with a prayer, but to be honest this day has been nothing but searching for God so I'll say I did pray in the beginning, at 10:30 a.m. So let's say an evening prayer to wrap up this wonderful day shall we?


Recite with me, if you will, a prayer as Christ taught us to say:
Our Father,
Who art in heaven,
hallowed by name.
Thy kingdom come
thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory,
for ever and ever,
Amen.

Celestial Father,
Thank you for your guidance in our meditations and study of your Word. I desire to know more of these things that you have said to us, and to understand more each day what it is that I am to do. More so I desire that I might live the ethical life insofar as it seeks to bring your kingdom to fruition. Use me in whatever way possible for this, I fear not in this universal claim for I know of your unfaltering Goodness and faith in us. I pray that the Spirit might fill me and give me direction and word anytime I ponder over your curious and mysterious nature. Shape my desires in a way so that I would desire what is capable of being known of you and what is not, I would not worry about, so that I might use my time wisely and fulfill the telos you have set forth for me. I do not presume it is anything physical: a place to go, a job to take, a person to be with, but rather an all encompassing claim to me, as all I do now and here on this tainted world is not yet fulfilled, though it shall come to be. There are many doors beset before me, some good and some evil. I do no fret on which to choose or set up series of conditional prayers asking you to come down and show me which one, for I wish not to test you Lord. Instead, use me and make any road I might take righteous. I pray for righteous intervention so that penultimately my spirit might better hear yours, that my intellect might take it, use it properly, to produce a better will and emotion -- to the telos of loving (agapao) you Lord. Help me to fulfill my command, for while it is commanded of me, without you I am nothing, yet with you all is possible. If need be, give me ears to hear, give me words to pray, give me whatever is necessary for me to align my spirit to Yours.
I also pray for my family, that you might bring about a sense of peace and love within us, for we quarrel over ridiculous matters most of the time. I am guilty of reverting into some habitual form of myself when I return home. I pray protection over my identity in you at these times, so that I might not revert into some slothful, wrathful individual who lashes out at those who I love due to differences and sits about wasting days in childish entertainments.
I especially pray for Ahmaud, Ben, Frank, Josh, Lindsay, Kirk, Stephen, Ling, Hao, Tao, David, Whitey, Draper and Thomas for those matters which they need help and guidance. I do not ask for those things which do not help salvation nor their journeys to you Lord, but only that which will ultimately be used by you Lord.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti,
blake